Like every individual, entity or an object, I have some characteristics, good or bad we will discuss it later. These characteristics are what make me the person I am. From all the knowledge I have about myself, I know most of these characteristics are not good. Ex:
Careless attitude, absent mindedness, forgetting things, a bit lazy, urge to have oily food more, inability to save money, inability to question others, cannot say no, and inability to convince my close ones that how much I care for them.
At times I think of all these bad qualities and wonder do I have any good quality or not. I think I might have something that might be good (i don’t know) if others would agree but yes I like to believe that there could be something. I mean I always get to hear from all, my family, friends, closed ones that “Jeetesh why are you so careless, or why are you so absent minded, why on earth you spend so much of money, I know I am not important and many more” I always have to run behind people to make them understand and believe me that how important they are in my life.
I know they are not wrong at all when they say all these things to me but by nature and structure I am also a human like them, I also feel bad, or feel hurt that cant I be accepted the way I am ? I mean at times I wish to live a day where no one would criticize for anything. In my living memory such a day has never come.
I am also a creation of the same god as you all are. I have many many bad qualities but still there could be something good in me.
I Dont live for FAME...I live for Appreciation :) Unfortunately Fame comes easily, Appreciation is rare!!
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