I know I am bad but still

Like every individual, entity or an object,  I have some characteristics, good or bad we will discuss it later. These characteristics are what make me the person I am. From all the knowledge I have about myself, I know most of these characteristics are not good. Ex:

Careless attitude, absent mindedness, forgetting things, a bit lazy, urge to have oily food more, inability to save money, inability to question others, cannot say no, and inability to convince my close ones that how much I care for them.

At times I think of all these bad qualities and wonder do I have any good quality or not. I think I might have something that might be good (i don’t know) if others would agree but yes  I like to believe that there could be something. I mean I always get to hear from all, my family, friends, closed ones that “Jeetesh why are you so careless, or why are you so absent minded, why on earth you spend so much of money, I know I am not important and many more” I always have to run behind people to make them understand and believe me that how important they are in my life.

I know they are not wrong at all when they say all these things to me but by nature and structure I am also a human like them, I also feel bad, or feel hurt that cant I be accepted the way I am ? I mean at times I wish to live a day where no one would criticize for anything. In my living memory such a day has never come.

I am also a creation of the same god as you all are. I have many many bad qualities but still there could be something good in me. 

I Dont live for FAME...I live for Appreciation :) Unfortunately Fame comes easily, Appreciation is rare!!

Aaall is well for 3 idiots

Jub life ho out of control, hootho ko kar ke gool..... hootho ko kar ke gool. seeti baja ke bool....

All is well

one very good saying that we need at every walk of life and explained in a very nice way in 3 idiots. The movie is setting new standards and benchmarks for success. Statistics say in 18 days the movie has made a whopping 315 Cr. Lets see if this movie will make us forget counting. :)

Intereset spikes

For some crazy creatures like me, spikes in interest are very common. Be it a very popular song that I feel close to my heart or a movie that I just cant stop watching or an interest to do something. But I have noticed that there are these spikes in my interest towards such things. In this stage everything I do about the song or movie is extreme like, if i love a song i will ensure that I hear it like for 40 times before the interest levels starts to move down. These days my interest spike is for 3 idiots and the Bheti hava sa tha vo song. Both are an amazing piece of work.
I sometimes fail to understand that how is this possible that a song that I was crazy about for a week suddenly moves out of my interest area. However after close introspection I realized its ok, I mean its my characteristic and this one is mine.

2009 another year in History

One full year gone by and like each year many things have happened and are definitely worth mentioning. The year started with my routine life at work and a steady enjoyment with friends and and then from the mid year, some interesting things started happening. The fear of recession was slowly moving away and there were quite a few things happening around.

One notable thing from this year was that I did go for some real memorable trips with my friends. (Ensuring there was at least one fort per visit) The Nagaon trip, Malwan and Dapoli trips were just too good. I did read some good books in 2009 like paths of glory, 2 states. Also I completed by 2 year stay at Persistent in Sep 2009. And now Persistent is the first company where I have spent over 2.5 years till now and for sure going strong. In 2009 I did see some real good movies like 3 idiots, wake up sid, Me shivaji raje bhosale boltoy etc.
Most important of all my friends and me we launched a video portal called as www.bestvidon.com on 19th July 2009. Sure it was our first entrepreneurial debut and we will take this long. The best part of all this was that we atleast came together with an idea and brought that into a reality. Now we have many plans around this and we will make them a big reality.
On a great evening at Lavasa we said our final good bye to 2009 and on the pleasant beaches at Dapoli, we welcomed the new year 2010.